they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Sunday, December 26, 2004
christmas is here
gonna start work next week. very depressing, but acks, gotta earn some extra stash and stop living off my parents for awhile. christmas is here!! weeeee!
yesterday was all good though. except for the bitchass crowd. i was with mulzie till like 12, went to meet bry for kungfu hustle(it's pretty good actually,i laughed sooo hard) and den helped bryan pick out stuff for her. pretty amazing how pathetic and lil' guy knows about girls..mmm.haha.den had church. play went well! and i met mary after. hung out till like 2 am just talking, knitting at starbucks and ppl watching. i was making fabian's present while she helped me start out on my mom's scarf. it's barely a quarter done. pissing.
nonetheless met faz. made me think. but never mind.
i am very into chillout now haha. it's amazing. i think im growing old, growing tired of the faces i see in clubs. i am tired of having music being blasted loudly in my ears, and having aching feet and a half paralysed body as the aftermath, each time i club. id rather have drinks at nice open spaces, with the soft mellow jazz tunes playing in the background, a live band that sounds absolutely amazing and i can appreciate.
can't tell you how sad i am, that u and i are at this state. you are no longer the girl i knew. the girl i cared soo much for, the girl that i trusted and believed in. maybe you found yourself elsewhere, your own kind of friends elsewhere. socialite? great. i used to want that kinda lifestyle and i used to do what you are doing when i was in year1. the belief that i should,that i deserve some fun before the a-s take place.no doubt, it was fun, clubbing nearly everyday, but i got so tired of it. and i am so tired of it now. i am happy now at least, i can safely say. all i need are a few friends that will always stick around. friends whom i can call whenever i feel pissed, friends that will spend hours with me just doing simply nothing, drinking coffee at starbucks and being utter bums. unfortunately, you didn't linger around long enough to stay by me. i was the real friend, but you chose something else. good on you.
gonna knit, it's all part of my big christmas plan. :) merry x'mas to all anyway
music: josh groban- to where you are
yesterday was all good though. except for the bitchass crowd. i was with mulzie till like 12, went to meet bry for kungfu hustle(it's pretty good actually,i laughed sooo hard) and den helped bryan pick out stuff for her. pretty amazing how pathetic and lil' guy knows about girls..mmm.haha.den had church. play went well! and i met mary after. hung out till like 2 am just talking, knitting at starbucks and ppl watching. i was making fabian's present while she helped me start out on my mom's scarf. it's barely a quarter done. pissing.
nonetheless met faz. made me think. but never mind.
i am very into chillout now haha. it's amazing. i think im growing old, growing tired of the faces i see in clubs. i am tired of having music being blasted loudly in my ears, and having aching feet and a half paralysed body as the aftermath, each time i club. id rather have drinks at nice open spaces, with the soft mellow jazz tunes playing in the background, a live band that sounds absolutely amazing and i can appreciate.
can't tell you how sad i am, that u and i are at this state. you are no longer the girl i knew. the girl i cared soo much for, the girl that i trusted and believed in. maybe you found yourself elsewhere, your own kind of friends elsewhere. socialite? great. i used to want that kinda lifestyle and i used to do what you are doing when i was in year1. the belief that i should,that i deserve some fun before the a-s take place.no doubt, it was fun, clubbing nearly everyday, but i got so tired of it. and i am so tired of it now. i am happy now at least, i can safely say. all i need are a few friends that will always stick around. friends whom i can call whenever i feel pissed, friends that will spend hours with me just doing simply nothing, drinking coffee at starbucks and being utter bums. unfortunately, you didn't linger around long enough to stay by me. i was the real friend, but you chose something else. good on you.
gonna knit, it's all part of my big christmas plan. :) merry x'mas to all anyway
music: josh groban- to where you are
posted by jo # 2:57 AM 