im using my brother's laptop now. so heck yes! i love wireless! hurrah:)
mary should be really jealous by now eh? haha/
anyhow, day's been great. church was..good. i felt this wave of secularity, some sort of peace take over me. like i like to call it, oomph. haha. but it was nonetheless good. i guess this can only happen every sunday. and the rest of the week is usually rather dramatic..no, it's becos it's so quiet, it becomes too loud for me to take.
for those who dont already know, i hold 2 jobs at the current moment. not that it really makes a difference cos, oh well..the other job isnt on a perm basis. but heck, it's good fun. so awfully chocolate, keep calling me baby:)
so i shld really be sleeping now so that i can go to work tmrw.. but i really dont want to. cos my voice is cackling in an awful way and i shld really just not talk(not that im complaining).but i am staying up to watch the core with my brother. on his lappie! hurrah. for a brother who gives me access to his lappie and gives me money when i broke.hah/i learn to rip the advantages to the fullest.
im listening to my brother's retro mix. hurrah! i love retro. isnt that awesome?? i wished i lived in the 80's.maybe i was born in the wrong time and the wrong continent. (mary says that she is too, not the time but the continent at least)
something's awfully wrong here. and i dont know why suddenly i feel this wave of peculiar happiness now that u are done with your jungle training per say. and out of the blue u messaged me..and i feel sad now, knowing your stupid gun got stolen for no good reason(damn you sergeants.) and that you cant get out of camp on sat any longer..that means less a day to hang out. what's wrong with me? i shouldnt be doing this. i shouldnt. as i think more about it..maybe we're a wrong fit after all.yes.i can only learn to convince myself soon enough. in time to come i will..yes or no?hmm..
oddly, someone from a long time ago called in the name of wanting to talk. really rubbish. ns men. completely hard to figure out. i havent spoken to him in like 3 years? probably. and he calls and says hi it's me?remember? heck yes. but HUH??? oh well.
me and mary got joint blog! weeeeeeee
spent the day at ps starbucks missing that girl. dammit. sigh..
alright typing on a lappie is horrible. i am going to prance around the room and act stupid.
music:belinda carlise- summer rain