they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

forgive me for i have too much to say but no one to listen to.
and while i try to type these incomprehensible words, i find myself falling short of what i want to achieve.for there is nothing, absolutely nothing, that can even so closely describe how painful i feel.

i can hide behind this screen in front of me, typing the words that i believe would be worthy of stating the feelings that i am overwhelmed by.but yet, nothing can ever make up for this loneliness i feel.

shall not obsess. am utterly positive that i am now officially in love and very very very paranoid. sigh. didnt msg me last night. must not look into it. am going to start dating other people. oh hell. watching bridget jones's diary now. make me happy yeah?

music: mark darcy!