they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
it was nice
you called last night. it was nice. i felt nice. we talked fine. there were laughs. and it warmed my heart.
but yet there's this fear that haunts me. cos im afraid of stepping too deep into the waters that im testing and then finally drowning in it.i hate to think that it's impossible, but yet i cant help to believe it. i don't know why you are doing what you are doing. and there are so many questions that i can only ask but not have any answers. why do you message me every day, care for me and be concerned that im sick, why do you bother to call, why do you ask me out every time you are out (even though you told me once you REALLY like to hang out with me), why do you dismiss every guy i tell you about. im just asking why.
anyhow, i changed blog layout again.
this is nice. haha. i love photobucket! weeee
im not trying to be a cynic, or be all lofty and criticise the human race or singaporeans for that matter. but singaporeans ARE stupid. the calls ive answered are pretty DOH. and right in the face. there really isnt anything more to say than that. let's say your training take place DURING work hours, den it's okay for you to claim your civilian allowance becos technically SAF is robbing the time off your work. BUT if you are having your training after your office hours, that would equate the time to be your free time, SO WHAT PAYMENT DO YOU WANT EXACTLY?! oh my god. i cannot begin to describe the exasperation. i feel like i am hyperventiating half the time.
stupid NS men.
heck, im going to read my book. i hate my supervisor by the way. the current one. the other one's nice.
music:incessant sneezing sounds from me and people attending "patiently" to ns men.stupid ass.
but yet there's this fear that haunts me. cos im afraid of stepping too deep into the waters that im testing and then finally drowning in it.i hate to think that it's impossible, but yet i cant help to believe it. i don't know why you are doing what you are doing. and there are so many questions that i can only ask but not have any answers. why do you message me every day, care for me and be concerned that im sick, why do you bother to call, why do you ask me out every time you are out (even though you told me once you REALLY like to hang out with me), why do you dismiss every guy i tell you about. im just asking why.
anyhow, i changed blog layout again.
this is nice. haha. i love photobucket! weeee
im not trying to be a cynic, or be all lofty and criticise the human race or singaporeans for that matter. but singaporeans ARE stupid. the calls ive answered are pretty DOH. and right in the face. there really isnt anything more to say than that. let's say your training take place DURING work hours, den it's okay for you to claim your civilian allowance becos technically SAF is robbing the time off your work. BUT if you are having your training after your office hours, that would equate the time to be your free time, SO WHAT PAYMENT DO YOU WANT EXACTLY?! oh my god. i cannot begin to describe the exasperation. i feel like i am hyperventiating half the time.
stupid NS men.
heck, im going to read my book. i hate my supervisor by the way. the current one. the other one's nice.
music:incessant sneezing sounds from me and people attending "patiently" to ns men.stupid ass.
posted by jo # 1:18 PM 