they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

being at home is very stressful for me. most of the times i feel like im about to explode, and that my soul is going to just combust and die a very slow but painful death.
most of the times, i feel like i need to get out, if not i feel like i cant breath, like im being stifled,a nd suffocated. back then, things were simpler.
i can only believe that something will save me, someone, something, somehow.

/on a different note, i am stuffing my face with so much fruits. i am suffering from constipation, or soon i believe.
--didnt exercise much. skipping that's all, tmrw's swimming day.

i just want to get out of this house.
and im still thinking abt awfully chocolate job. but from the looks of it, anything that can keep me out, is good.

i am still sick. thus, no work for me today. i knitted a helluva lot today and watched mindless tv. i miss those days when staying at home was a good thing, it kept me safe. it made me happy. but now it does no longer.

when did things ever get so complicated?

[edit]\*this blog is an ode to my darling girl, mary! hhaa big surprises, but don't you think the photos are just awesome? there's more. :) i miss her, oh schizzer. new york in march!!!haha. i love her dammit. ;[we both agree if we were to treat our boyfriends they way we treat each day, we wont be stuck in such ruts with men of any sorts]

music: matchbox romance- tiger lily