they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

it is watching shows like jerry maguire that make me feel like there is hope for all of us, after all. that somehow, love might prevail even in the bleakest, darkest of days. "you had me at, hello." and the phrase "you complete me." makes me smile behind those tears. i love cameron crowe. i love his production of "almost famous" too. he inspires me. truly, for his works have touched my heart.

i have had an epiphany. a sudden wave of emotion, a gush of adrenaline to keep writing. i have thoughts on such, but yet never had the courage to pull it through. i miss the days when i wrote, even the rubbish that i wrote. i am suddenly overwhelmed to this surge of power but yet, there's this lingering fear that i might lose all of this and it will die, and be extinguished like a dying flame.

i have had dreams about writing for magazines, to write my own book. as stupid as it sounds, but yet, reality checks in and i am all disappointed and scared again.

ah well, like they say. people can dream. and i am one helluva dreamer i tell you.

but yet, there's this faith, this believe in me that i am holding on so tight. someday, someday.

stop talking about cute guy to me! u didnt call me sweetie:( haha. heck i dont care! i think he received the msg i sent mary! GAH. i dont know! oh i hope not! maybe i didnt? i dont know!!! *jumps about and suffer a massive fit*

i really crack myself up.well there's no one to talk to these days anyway.so i talk to self. HAH.

gah

freaking freezing here.

boo:(