they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Sunday, February 06, 2005
hurrah?gah.
MY PAY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
never been this excited in my life, spency ure on for shopping tmrw! weeeeeeee! lalalalalla
today? been pretty quiet.
was alone all day, swimming and den time with books at borders, coffee bean. came home and watched 'about a boy'. nice and funny show. tonight there's old skool movie 'ghost'. aww how lovely. haha. whatever.
i feel sick. constipated really.
it's not that i dont think about you, or it's not that i have given up on US. it's that when u find urself alone, so alone in the time when you really needed your 'best friend' to be there, and she wasnt(not so much i thought u'd have) u just realise, hmm. when u go through the a-s this year, u would know what i mean. it was hard. all i could do was cry. i tried reaching out, but u changed. and i dont know if i like this new u anymore. if u say ure happy, ur friends are good ppl and u dont think u ever did anything wrong in my eyes, den okay. i rest my case. over? mebbe.
i shall go shop online now. NO control, control ur finances u stupid girl, u have got to save up to go over to ny. dammit! okay..i'll TRY. haha:) sorry the excitement of seeing my bank account suddenly increasing in numbers has made me so stupidly happy. lalalalalala.
boo didnt call me:(
watched shall we dance. firstly, richard gere is VERY sexy at his age. 2ndly, j lo is so hot and her body is to-die-for. 3rdly, it was a show that made me feel like dancing. haha. oh hell.
new year is coming. i am very scared. all the food my mom is going to stuff me with. i dont want to...........sigh.looks like i gotta step up in my exercise regime now. monday, it's fine. tuesday, starve the whole day before reunion dinner. wednesday (first day of cny) NO GOODIES, NO LUNCH (maybe veges) and NO RICE(still going lite on carbo these days)--steamboat(only veges, NO seafood--okay mebbe fish, and NO MEAT.control, CONTROL.
u see what i mean? all i do is to think about food, and obssess over it. friends dont just leave you when u need someone to be there. u run on low engine and low gas? then what abt me? i burnt out a long time ago. the first time i saw u after my a-s in town. u were in a green toga top and jeans, i just waved and walked away. and i knew, that was it. maybe u forgot all about it, or me for that matter. your life seemed so fulfilling, so much fun, u didnt need me. goodonyou,i.hope.u.are.happy.
--funny story on friday. dong called in and i was like 'dong this is joanne!' and he was like 'joanne? what the hell are u working for mindef for?!'. it was insanely funny. and malcom is forever makingfun of me. boo. he makes my heart beat so fast each time he talks to me. it feels nice:) cliff lost a bet to me! HAH! i told u. i may be blur at work, but im not THAT blur. serves him right. haha. oh heck whatever. i love those guys. (yeah right, half the time i cant wait to get my ass out of the office)
music: jewel- standing still
never been this excited in my life, spency ure on for shopping tmrw! weeeeeeee! lalalalalla
today? been pretty quiet.
was alone all day, swimming and den time with books at borders, coffee bean. came home and watched 'about a boy'. nice and funny show. tonight there's old skool movie 'ghost'. aww how lovely. haha. whatever.
i feel sick. constipated really.
it's not that i dont think about you, or it's not that i have given up on US. it's that when u find urself alone, so alone in the time when you really needed your 'best friend' to be there, and she wasnt(not so much i thought u'd have) u just realise, hmm. when u go through the a-s this year, u would know what i mean. it was hard. all i could do was cry. i tried reaching out, but u changed. and i dont know if i like this new u anymore. if u say ure happy, ur friends are good ppl and u dont think u ever did anything wrong in my eyes, den okay. i rest my case. over? mebbe.
i shall go shop online now. NO control, control ur finances u stupid girl, u have got to save up to go over to ny. dammit! okay..i'll TRY. haha:) sorry the excitement of seeing my bank account suddenly increasing in numbers has made me so stupidly happy. lalalalalala.
boo didnt call me:(
watched shall we dance. firstly, richard gere is VERY sexy at his age. 2ndly, j lo is so hot and her body is to-die-for. 3rdly, it was a show that made me feel like dancing. haha. oh hell.
new year is coming. i am very scared. all the food my mom is going to stuff me with. i dont want to...........sigh.looks like i gotta step up in my exercise regime now. monday, it's fine. tuesday, starve the whole day before reunion dinner. wednesday (first day of cny) NO GOODIES, NO LUNCH (maybe veges) and NO RICE(still going lite on carbo these days)--steamboat(only veges, NO seafood--okay mebbe fish, and NO MEAT.control, CONTROL.
u see what i mean? all i do is to think about food, and obssess over it. friends dont just leave you when u need someone to be there. u run on low engine and low gas? then what abt me? i burnt out a long time ago. the first time i saw u after my a-s in town. u were in a green toga top and jeans, i just waved and walked away. and i knew, that was it. maybe u forgot all about it, or me for that matter. your life seemed so fulfilling, so much fun, u didnt need me. goodonyou,i.hope.u.are.happy.
--funny story on friday. dong called in and i was like 'dong this is joanne!' and he was like 'joanne? what the hell are u working for mindef for?!'. it was insanely funny. and malcom is forever makingfun of me. boo. he makes my heart beat so fast each time he talks to me. it feels nice:) cliff lost a bet to me! HAH! i told u. i may be blur at work, but im not THAT blur. serves him right. haha. oh heck whatever. i love those guys. (yeah right, half the time i cant wait to get my ass out of the office)
music: jewel- standing still
posted by jo # 12:43 PM 