they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Thursday, February 03, 2005
oh well.
so smoking isnt a bad thing now?
fuck that.
guess people do change.
who would have thought.
not me at least, but oh heck, at least it's her lungs that are going black, not mine.
ah well.
work was tiring today.had to entertain countless no. of pre enlistees.and no surprises, all the people who called in were..dumbasses. so to speak. no offence, but most of them were ite students. i nearly suffocated to death. thanks to malcom im still alive. he has RT hahahahah!i was like ' NO KIDDING!' i bet i could run faster than him.hahaha.no mebbe not, just doing slow jogs these days with loadsa loadsa kickboxing. picturing people that i completely detest and kicking air makes my day:)
let's see..let's try blogging like her shall we?
mmm..cant.seems too hard.
heck, i am too bitter, too angsty.cant cover up.or maybe she really is happy with those friends of hers.that's good.great.imhappyforher.
whatever.
mary has finally gotten her form of closure, and me, none. but ive learnt to not care. i think i have some sort of plug in me, that as long as u keep pulling, tug, it's off. and me and her, it's off. officially. HEY, what do u noe, it rhymes! haha.
chinablack on the 11th, honestly, NOT looking forward to it. seen too many people change, too many of those familiar faces and just too much of that damned smoke. cant stand girls up on podiums 'teasing' guys. cant stand BOYS trying to impress girls and acting cool. just cant stand clubbing. it's all the same, everyone remains faceless in the dark. and i am tired of that kinda lifestyle. it just screws up your whole system. lynn would say 'WAH jo, grow up already huh' yes, lynn, yes i have.:) grown up, hah. 19 years old. one more year and im out to new york baby. oh shat, gotta book tix to ny this march, gotta tell my mom. and saving up for bagpacking trip in may june july. mary we gotta start planning:)
my stomach is painful. :(
i wanna talk to him.:( he makes me laugh when i feel sad like this.
oh heck, im going to watch amazing race soon. and dream about me bagpacking the world...lalala.
with my babygirl mary but of course ;)
HE JUST MESSAGED ME!!
hahahahah just look at me.
what do you know about friendship/u ask me what you did that is so wrong in my eyes?/u said u cant stand being hurt repeatedly./looks like u got what u want./hopeurehappynow.
music: green day- boulevard of broken dreams
-my shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
fuck that.
guess people do change.
who would have thought.
not me at least, but oh heck, at least it's her lungs that are going black, not mine.
ah well.
work was tiring today.had to entertain countless no. of pre enlistees.and no surprises, all the people who called in were..dumbasses. so to speak. no offence, but most of them were ite students. i nearly suffocated to death. thanks to malcom im still alive. he has RT hahahahah!i was like ' NO KIDDING!' i bet i could run faster than him.hahaha.no mebbe not, just doing slow jogs these days with loadsa loadsa kickboxing. picturing people that i completely detest and kicking air makes my day:)
let's see..let's try blogging like her shall we?
mmm..cant.seems too hard.
heck, i am too bitter, too angsty.cant cover up.or maybe she really is happy with those friends of hers.that's good.great.imhappyforher.
whatever.
mary has finally gotten her form of closure, and me, none. but ive learnt to not care. i think i have some sort of plug in me, that as long as u keep pulling, tug, it's off. and me and her, it's off. officially. HEY, what do u noe, it rhymes! haha.
chinablack on the 11th, honestly, NOT looking forward to it. seen too many people change, too many of those familiar faces and just too much of that damned smoke. cant stand girls up on podiums 'teasing' guys. cant stand BOYS trying to impress girls and acting cool. just cant stand clubbing. it's all the same, everyone remains faceless in the dark. and i am tired of that kinda lifestyle. it just screws up your whole system. lynn would say 'WAH jo, grow up already huh' yes, lynn, yes i have.:) grown up, hah. 19 years old. one more year and im out to new york baby. oh shat, gotta book tix to ny this march, gotta tell my mom. and saving up for bagpacking trip in may june july. mary we gotta start planning:)
my stomach is painful. :(
i wanna talk to him.:( he makes me laugh when i feel sad like this.
oh heck, im going to watch amazing race soon. and dream about me bagpacking the world...lalala.
with my babygirl mary but of course ;)
HE JUST MESSAGED ME!!
hahahahah just look at me.
what do you know about friendship/u ask me what you did that is so wrong in my eyes?/u said u cant stand being hurt repeatedly./looks like u got what u want./hopeurehappynow.
music: green day- boulevard of broken dreams
-my shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
posted by jo # 1:32 PM 