a penny for my thoughts these days? perhaps.
i am scared. scared that im falling too hard when i know that i shouldnt. im afraid that i will get too deep into things till i lose myself. you give me a satisfaction no one has ever given me. i feel like this is it, this contentment. i really dont know if we ever will see something good come out of this. but all i know is that whenever im with you, i feel so much at ease. like nothing could ever go wrong. you support me, you believe in me and i have the exact same faith in you as you do in me..love, like i never knew.
on a different note, MARY IS COMING HOME!!!!!!!!HURAHHH. even though it's only for a few days, screw it. i dont care, just as long as she's back. cos i miss her like shit. dammit
oh god uni applications. got to get it done. ure sucha dumbass procrastinator.
i really dont understand YOU anymore.