they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
life really gets you going sometimes
it's funny how much things can change within a few days. first of all, fyi, im attached. to erm, no surprises. haha. but nonetheless, it has been going well.
despite the wide age difference, it has made me a better person, a happier person. and he lets me see the other side of things. the realistic side, the cynical, very cynical side of the world. but from the way he sees me, he made me realise that the world can be a better place. with love. if i even gave it a chance.
i didnt do great for my a-s. i got all b's. but i think it's considerably okay. i guess i was prepared for the worst. so maybe i had no a-s, but at least, he believed in me. he had faith in me. and i did well. all b's are good. they are.
i guess you could say that in a matter of days, i am a girl again. i get ready for dates, and i am happy. i smile, and i know i mean it. i look forward to each day that i see him, each time im with him. and he loves me so much, i could tell from the way he talks to me, the way he looks at me. maybe im being disillusioned with love. but this disillusionment has made me a better person. so he is older, alot older. doesnt mean i shouldnt give this a try. what matters most is that he understands me, he anchors me.
the trip to tp did me good. i came back realising the true beauty in things. finally, finally, im smiling again. and this time i mean it.
my baby boy's the sweetest :)
[p/s:im so mushy i cant stand myself. SO SUE ME.]
--my mom met him. she's not too happy, but i just told her to trust me. tis time it wont go wrong, i can feel it in my guts/and every other part of me.
despite the wide age difference, it has made me a better person, a happier person. and he lets me see the other side of things. the realistic side, the cynical, very cynical side of the world. but from the way he sees me, he made me realise that the world can be a better place. with love. if i even gave it a chance.
i didnt do great for my a-s. i got all b's. but i think it's considerably okay. i guess i was prepared for the worst. so maybe i had no a-s, but at least, he believed in me. he had faith in me. and i did well. all b's are good. they are.
i guess you could say that in a matter of days, i am a girl again. i get ready for dates, and i am happy. i smile, and i know i mean it. i look forward to each day that i see him, each time im with him. and he loves me so much, i could tell from the way he talks to me, the way he looks at me. maybe im being disillusioned with love. but this disillusionment has made me a better person. so he is older, alot older. doesnt mean i shouldnt give this a try. what matters most is that he understands me, he anchors me.
the trip to tp did me good. i came back realising the true beauty in things. finally, finally, im smiling again. and this time i mean it.
my baby boy's the sweetest :)
[p/s:im so mushy i cant stand myself. SO SUE ME.]
--my mom met him. she's not too happy, but i just told her to trust me. tis time it wont go wrong, i can feel it in my guts/and every other part of me.
posted by jo # 6:18 AM 