..and because life is one over-rated movie with candy floss and chocolate coated clouds, happy endings and all..
i am not going to fight back any more.
i am too tired to.
being at home is very taxing on my soul.
--i just want to cuddle up in my own haven, curl up in a foetal position, and just close my eyes.
--i just want to be left alone with my thoughts, with my words and (be the death of my parents by not talking)
i am at a loss for words, becos there is simply nothing left to say. i wont shout, i wont scream and i just wont talk. zilch. null. silence. just go. leave me alone. alone.
i wished someone could hold me now. no talking. just hold me close and let me know that everything would be okay. i dont even ask for much. just for all to be happy and fine.
i need love.