they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Monday, April 18, 2005
love was supposed to be simple and nice.
i have always dreamt about the kind of love that was nothing short of goodness. dreamt about the kind that would take me in and continuouslly enrapture my heart, my soul and all of me. dreamt about nothing less and knowing the santity of just falling in love.
it's a simple wish, a simple dream that i plead would happen to a person as undeserving as me.
times are getting harder with each day.
i find myself being unable to control my emotions. my sensitivity, amounting up to my neediness. i am just too damned tired of being in control. becos with each day, i am losing more control than i ever had. for starters, i cant keep track of my feelings, my thoughts. it's going in a haphazard manner, and i can't keep up. i lay my heart at ease, as it races at a pace i never thought would be possible.
there are times when i wished i wasnt so damned sensitive. but i guess we are made this way. while the male species remain unwavered and unaffected by females, we stupidly hope for equal treatment. that the care we devote to them, the care i devote to him would be reciprocrated. nonetheless, maybe they dont mean no harm. i know baby doesnt. and it isnt fair for me to do this. but i cant help it.
god i wished things werent so complicated. and that i wasnt so freaking emo.
-on a lighter note, confirmed dates to nyc: 8th of may to the 29th of may. im going to see my babygirl mary. HURRAH!
:)
interview on sunday with the office of admissions was good. thursday is the one with mass comm, wish me luck y'all.
it's a simple wish, a simple dream that i plead would happen to a person as undeserving as me.
times are getting harder with each day.
i find myself being unable to control my emotions. my sensitivity, amounting up to my neediness. i am just too damned tired of being in control. becos with each day, i am losing more control than i ever had. for starters, i cant keep track of my feelings, my thoughts. it's going in a haphazard manner, and i can't keep up. i lay my heart at ease, as it races at a pace i never thought would be possible.
there are times when i wished i wasnt so damned sensitive. but i guess we are made this way. while the male species remain unwavered and unaffected by females, we stupidly hope for equal treatment. that the care we devote to them, the care i devote to him would be reciprocrated. nonetheless, maybe they dont mean no harm. i know baby doesnt. and it isnt fair for me to do this. but i cant help it.
god i wished things werent so complicated. and that i wasnt so freaking emo.
-on a lighter note, confirmed dates to nyc: 8th of may to the 29th of may. im going to see my babygirl mary. HURRAH!
:)
interview on sunday with the office of admissions was good. thursday is the one with mass comm, wish me luck y'all.
posted by jo # 4:54 AM 