they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

and so i go and burn my sheets with the tears, scald my cheeks after a long time of numbing the pain i once remembered. is it enough now?

and so i go and do a kickass job at screwing everyone and myself.

the screams are getting to me.
one day you'll drive them all away. i hope u enjoy that day when it comes. awesome aint it?

never will i be good enough for him, for others, for anyone. it's just all a silly thought on my part. so i go.

tired of all the yelling. the thing that holds it altogether is now disintegrating beneath this skin. hypocrisy.

i do want to leave now.

so much for thinking that it'd do me good staying.

leaving in about 5 days. and this has to happen. all becos im too emo for my own good. neediness is a scum.

u deserve a welling applause for ur stupidness.