they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

everyday i pray and ask that the day will be easy on me. everyday i pray i can get through it without much difficulty and that it'll all go down easy on me, easy on me.
for truly i think i am pretty okay.. i think? but sometimes i just can't really change things i find. i am no great soul that i admit. but i do believe that some part of me is worthy. i wished the mum would leave me alone. and let me stay with the one i love, becos he protects me from all things bad in this world.
how do you numb yourself from everything, from the incessant words that you hear repeated every weekend u go back. why can't i just have some peace and quiet to myself?
ihateyoumum.-i wished it never came to this point, for i am so tired of explaining myself.-

speaking of tired. i have been sick for the past few days and feeling like trash.sigh.

5 mins to being a yr older.how significant is that? turning 19..hmm. anyway, will be going for starlight with baby and den going to party up real nice with my girls at cocolatte's! can't wait. woot!
first, let this flu and cough go! shoooo.