they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Thursday, October 13, 2005
When can my heart beat again?
When does the pain ever end?
When do the tears stop from running over?
When does "You'll get over it" begin?
I hear what you're saying,
But I swear that it's not making sense.
So when can I see you...
When can I see you again?
When can my heart beat again?
When can I see you again, babe?
When can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...
When does my "Someday" begin?
When I'll find someone again.
And what if I still am not truly over?
What am I supposed to do then, baby, baby...?
Do you see what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense?
So when can I see you...
When can I see you again, babe, yeah?
When can my heart beat again, yeah?
When can I see you again, yeah, babe?
And when can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...again?
Mmm...
Yeah, baby,
Please hear what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense, baby.
So when can I see you again?
When can I see you again, yeah, yeah?
Can my heart beat again, baby, yeah?
When can I see you again, babe?
And when can I breathe once again, yeah?
And when can I see you, yeah, again.
Wanna see you again,
Again...
babyface-when can i see you again
i know, i know cheesy song with cheesy lines. but the voice of this man is so emotive, i cant help myself but fall to it.
you know, i don't like you with this new job anymore. i am happy, no doubt. that you have finally found something you are interested in, something that has proved your worth. and i cant say im not proud. but i fall silent, when it comes to the question about 'us'. forgive me, for i feel like i am losing you every other day. and i don't know if it's because u are far too busy, far too tired all the time, or simply just..i don't know. i feel tired myself, because everyday i try to tell myself that it's okay for us to be leading 2 separate lives altogether. but i cant live with that down my throat. i need to know that i still matter, cos isnt that what this is all about? because u know what, u mean as much to me, so damn much, it is killing me inside. as i looked upon messages of the past that u once showered me with, u were attentive, sensitive and truly, the love of my life. does passion die? how do we draw the line between passion and reality? when will it die? i wished for someone to warn me first.
-but wait, u did-
this is the classic ross and rachel case. ross, the compulsive controlling bf who got insanely jealous when rachel started her new job. i, well for sure, am ross and rachel will be you(no offense there).but i dont want to be ross. i wish for balance, i wish for a loving relationship that is whole and true.
work? hell, i have loads. i still am in the midst of preparing for presentation tomorrow.
tired? oh boy, i am tired. in a week, i have little sleep and with classes all day, trainings and such and such, you tell me.
so should i attribute these as excuses? i would like to say yes, but it should really be a no. cos i know how it feels. so you know, after going ard in circles for the past 10mins or so, i have come up with no concrete conclusion, and no solution too.
i have once again caused myself to be in stuck in a situation of desperation and fear, with no way out.
When does the pain ever end?
When do the tears stop from running over?
When does "You'll get over it" begin?
I hear what you're saying,
But I swear that it's not making sense.
So when can I see you...
When can I see you again?
When can my heart beat again?
When can I see you again, babe?
When can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...
When does my "Someday" begin?
When I'll find someone again.
And what if I still am not truly over?
What am I supposed to do then, baby, baby...?
Do you see what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense?
So when can I see you...
When can I see you again, babe, yeah?
When can my heart beat again, yeah?
When can I see you again, yeah, babe?
And when can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...again?
Mmm...
Yeah, baby,
Please hear what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense, baby.
So when can I see you again?
When can I see you again, yeah, yeah?
Can my heart beat again, baby, yeah?
When can I see you again, babe?
And when can I breathe once again, yeah?
And when can I see you, yeah, again.
Wanna see you again,
Again...
babyface-when can i see you again
i know, i know cheesy song with cheesy lines. but the voice of this man is so emotive, i cant help myself but fall to it.
you know, i don't like you with this new job anymore. i am happy, no doubt. that you have finally found something you are interested in, something that has proved your worth. and i cant say im not proud. but i fall silent, when it comes to the question about 'us'. forgive me, for i feel like i am losing you every other day. and i don't know if it's because u are far too busy, far too tired all the time, or simply just..i don't know. i feel tired myself, because everyday i try to tell myself that it's okay for us to be leading 2 separate lives altogether. but i cant live with that down my throat. i need to know that i still matter, cos isnt that what this is all about? because u know what, u mean as much to me, so damn much, it is killing me inside. as i looked upon messages of the past that u once showered me with, u were attentive, sensitive and truly, the love of my life. does passion die? how do we draw the line between passion and reality? when will it die? i wished for someone to warn me first.
-but wait, u did-
this is the classic ross and rachel case. ross, the compulsive controlling bf who got insanely jealous when rachel started her new job. i, well for sure, am ross and rachel will be you(no offense there).but i dont want to be ross. i wish for balance, i wish for a loving relationship that is whole and true.
work? hell, i have loads. i still am in the midst of preparing for presentation tomorrow.
tired? oh boy, i am tired. in a week, i have little sleep and with classes all day, trainings and such and such, you tell me.
so should i attribute these as excuses? i would like to say yes, but it should really be a no. cos i know how it feels. so you know, after going ard in circles for the past 10mins or so, i have come up with no concrete conclusion, and no solution too.
i have once again caused myself to be in stuck in a situation of desperation and fear, with no way out.
posted by jo # 2:49 PM 