they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

it's ironic that i sleep so many hours, but yet still feel so tired all the time.

"By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive"--jann arden "insensitive"

isn't it sad that all ive done and all ive told others make u seem so perfect for me, but this perfection seems to run away each and every other day. what happened to us, to the man i gave my heart to. just me and my darling. just me and u.

i guess i really need some advice on how to be insensitive.

been training intensively for the past few days. and i feel myself burning out, i feel myself on the verge of quitting. because my mediocrity has been proven to me, to fail me again. and i hate this feeling. i hate being 2nd best.

guess i made an awfully wrong choice again.

i feel sad, and i feel down. i feel like i need a reason to smile now.