they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

ive been back from penang and there are still so many thoughts swimming around in my mind. to stay or not to stay? to leave? to go? who really cares? who would know?
i take things too hard in my stride and ive been told that i think too much about things that are trivial in its significance. but in every insignificant little thing, stems a meaning no? seems to me insignificance in itself is significant. i am contradicting myself.

oh hell, what do i know. i cant make ppl understand me, cos i don't myself.

you said you wanted to leave, that was all that i remembered. we shld just leave each other, if you want it so badly. you have made me into a person i dont want to be anymore. and i wish i could numb my heart like i did 2 years ago, when i died to love. to love, i don't remember any longer. but you had to do all that you did, and then just take it all away as and when you like.

i think i am thinking too much again, and i have a headache from hell.