they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

and so i welcome 2006 as a singleton. right now, every morning waking up, feels like i stepped out of a bad dream and that the whole incident never did happen. because in those dreams i have had, you were there with me, smiling at me and holding my hand as we stood by the seas, just you and i. just you and i. i could indulge in a whole depressing soliloquy of how i'll remember. in the typical manner- i remember therefore i feel. but no, i shan't do that. maybe i have told myself too much and too often- not to think, not to feel. just so, i wouldnt remember. or maybe the memories have been far too beautiful, for me to think of it as the end of things. maybe i am too scared to remember, for if i remembered, i would realise it's over, and over, would make me start to hate you for taking the best thing away from me(on some subconcious level). i really don't know. but what i do know is that i love you. and that every day now, i feel nothing less than empty. i cannot cry for us, for i am drained to the bones. and anyway, i needn't do it, for the rain has done it for me. please forgive me, love. forgive me.

Let me in to see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
See all come, I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
And when you find out who you are its too late to change
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be everylittle thing you wanted, all the time, sometimes
Lift me up, just lift me up dont make a sound
Let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come, you say your alright
But i get the strangest feeling that you've gone away, you've gone away
And when you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, every thing you wanted, all the time
Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Soon nothing will right at all, salvation
Cause when you find out who you are too late to change
Too late to change
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted every little you wanted all the time
This time, everylittle thing you wanted all the time, oh
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away

dishwalla- every little thing

this song explains me.

damn you ivan for sending me such a beautiful song( u know im kidding).haha. thanks alot.. u'd be surprised to see this. but uve been someone i could really tell stuff too. even though u just shrug and blink all the time. -rolls eyes-