it doesn't hurt that bad anymore. or at least not like i'd think it would have been. maybe if i stopped caring altogether, i would not have to face anymore of this, and of you.
10 random facts:
1) i took out my eyebrow piercing. (yes, 'twas hard for me to say goodbye, but dont worry im going to get another one)
2) i am now in my room wondering how come im doing this when i should be getting down to my texts.
3) i feel fat. (i always feel fat)
4) i watched 'snatch' and am now absolutely in love with it.
5) i am quitting dragonboat.
6) al burnt me 2 cds and i have a thousand over songs on my list literally overnight. the awesomeness of ripping. but they're all kickass songs though
7) i am turning to a cheena pok. --THIS being the biggest risk and hence, RED ALERT beeps.
8) i haven't gotten my mohawk yet, and i am still a pussy about it.
9) i meet up with janelle and yunnie more often now, as we relived the days of the original trio during maths lecture. talking with sexual innuendos and laughing the loudest. (still remember there was this time we spent half an hour in the bloody girls' toilet admiring our arses. and taking stupid pictures and videos)
sigh.
-- i wanted to type more, but realised i was boring myself. so i stopped at 9. hopefully i can make it 10.
i told u it was random now didnt i?
you should have listened.
if u don't already get the gist of this post, you're dumb.
-- i bumped into malcolm that day. it was surreal. the moment passed and i moved on. i can only comfort myself that he is 28, with a failed relationship that haunts him from 10 years and beyond. so call me bitter, call me emo, and what-have-yous. i have lost the ability to bullshit any longer.
(un-friggin-fortunately, he had to be the one i loved. the most, at the very least.)
well, life and its cruel games. cheers i say. bring on more, for i think i can handle it now. i have grown.
(random fact #10: i wished i had grown taller though) --YAY! TEN! :)