they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

it's a sudden feeling, that caught me off guard. and i wasnt prepared for this.
i really do miss buttered popcorn alot.and jas too.

i wished for a simpler time, where i had no need to worry about what to wear, just throw on my stiff beigey looking uniform and TRY to make it to school on time.
i wished for a simpler time, where even though we screamed and hated the guts of one another, we would ended up kissing, hugging and playing mahjong the next moment.
i wished for a simpler time, where we gathered around the garden tables and ate sushi, drank caramel frappucino with jelly bits in them, and bitched like we always did.
i wished for a simpler time, where we would have group hugs, and the circle of trust.
i wished for a simpler time, where we helped each other out during times of difficulties, how we fought for our piece, and made it what it is today, made us what we are today.

a family.
a family i love.
a family i really, really miss.
: (

-whimpers-
BLIMEY.

music: bonethugsandharmony- take the lead (wanna ride)
P.S.: HELL YEAH.: )

- im riding on 2 very different emotions at the same time, and wondering how i do it. should sleep. more mugging to do tmrw in uncle lee wee nam's home.
but there's u! yay!: )

and last of all, i love u all buttered popcorn, so very much! cant wait for jas to be back. yay. more wine and whine. (hahah, so creative right)