they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

i have been to zouk 2 nights in a row. talk about living it up. i had my first flaming lambo today and it was awesome. the alcohol just kicked right in and i was soo soo high. and i love yos. she parties wit me, dances with me till 4am in the morning and tells me she loves me too. :) now that is true love.
dance is getting better day by day, and i can feel my feet moving even when im in lectures and im just sitting down. it's an integral part of me, like it's what i am made of, and i love it. i love it so much, id much rather have a relationship with it than with anyone/anything else.
this is exactly how my life should be.
i have grown tired of disappointments, of losing friends, of putting in effort to make things work and then have it all lost at the end. i am living for the moment, like carpe diem. id rather have ppl who truly love me, to love me like i deserved. and i will not let you or anyone else tell me otherwise. i have come this far to know i deserve what i have right now. i know ppl ask how can i be so noncholant about stuff, to not give a damn about anything. and i tell them very simply, just like this. snaps finger. because it's all so easy to get too worked up and upset, when really, all i have to do is, snap finger, and take the back seat. and guess what, it's easier this way.
i miss alot of ppl. like bra for instance. but i know he misses me too
i miss yunnie. but i know she has shit to handle, and i wont press for time.
i miss some ppl whom i am inclined to mention but i will not just because. but i know he will come to his senses one day.
but it's okay, i have stuff to do, more ppl to know and much better days to come.
i realise i no longer have difficulties making new friends, no longer that aloof girl who stood at the corner and pissed every one off. now i go around, high and saying hi to all in the club. because well, life's too short to miss out on pretty ppl. now, that, i can come on board with.
:)
so all in all, to sum up, i am new.
new and so raring to go baby.
yossieeeee i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muah
hahahahah
- dance auditions went very well today. i am happy.
- zouk had such a big dance floor today and i danced my heart out. literally. i am happy.
- i saw him. i am happy.
- darryl told me he liked me(and i did like him too for awhile), but he has a gf now of which they are having probs i have learnt. (wth i know, but!) i am happy.
- i saw summieeeee and prrriiii my lovely babies. i am happy
- i only wanna dance, really.
for that makes me very very very very very happy.