they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

sometimes you need a little time alone. in the quietness of your own breathing, to get back to earth, to appreciate the nature of things, the outcomes and where you really stand in this world. and that is how i like to spend my sundays. with a book, coffee and good music.

yesterday was a day spent with 6 beautiful people, an outing with the devil wears prada, coffee, cheescake, bagels and lots of bitching and hyena laughter, cued together. it was so good, under the dim moonlight and the night. i love all of you guys, we'll miss you jas. yay for buttered popcorn:) and kisses for all of you. LOVE.

sometimes i really wonder if i should make the first move, but why are men such scum. and i dont even feel sorry that i made such a statement. because even the good ones turn out to be utter SHIT. fuck.

never mind, i shall not feel sorry for myself.

for like all girls:

i have trashy novels, coffee, dvds(good and bad), and dance to get me by. the last being like a form of catharsis at its very truest. till im sweating like a pig, but DAMN, it feels so good.

everyone's leaving, leaving me alone again. tragic.


(But)I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you --i'm not missing you.

quote of the day: i'm on this new diet, i starve myself all day and when i feel like fainting, i eat only a cube of cheese.
HAHAHAHAH.