i happened to chance upon this girl's blog and i love it. i love how she adds little anecdotes, and i must say she is one big movie buff to be able to use all 'em quotes as part of ends. but hey what better way to end thoughts with something meaningful eh? i would to if only i was bothered enough to go search for them in the first place.
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http://www.whiteliliesisland.blogspot.com/!
i dont know why im blogging, here typing on this space when i absolutely have nothing to say. but i guess it's true, that in moments like these when you have nothing constructive you want to say that your heart weighs heavier than anything else, just because of that feeling of loneliness. but maybe we were all made to feel this way. alone.
upon a series of learning about people through no fault on my own, late night gossips and long phone calls, i can only say that the world is unfair and that's rather depressing. i feel deader nside than ive ever been, but yet it cant hurt me anymore. it's like a bubble that i am in, staring from the outside into me. and those around me. it isn't a pretty sight. but that's life isn't it?
so since i completely have nothing to say, let's do this!: )
1.
My "ex" is still... somewhere in singapore, i guess. i havent spoken to him in ages and not that i plan to.
2.
I am listening... to hip hop and more hip hop.
3.
Maybe I should... start going for classes more often?
4.
I love... to dance. to get sloshed. to kick it with my friends.
5.
My best friend... is in the US and having a hell of a time without me:( boo!haha
6.
I don't understand... how people can be so fucked up.and so is the rest of the world.
7.
I lost... my will to care.
8.
People say... i'm very short, which isnt half wrong. and alot of things, most of which arent true.
9.
The meaning of my screen name is... i appreciate life a little more than just academia.thankyouverymuch.
10.
Love is... fast feet and dancing like there's no tomorrow. oh and ed hardy too!
11.
Somewhere, someone is... sleeping, at this hour. are u kidding me?
12.
I will always... remember that day when he walked away.
13.
Forever seems... so far away. hell im just living for the day!
14.
I never ever want to... lose my friends,lose my ability to dance,lose my sight and to put on weight.
15.
My cell phone is... perpetually dead, no one ever messages me. im unpopular, so what.
16.
When I woke up this morning... i went back to sleep again.
17.
I get annoyed... when people make promises and dont keep them, when ppl whine and with arrogant people.
18.
Parties are... the life and blood of me, my favourite places to wild out and get sloshed.
19.
My pet(s) are... he is dead, i miss him: (
20.
Kisses are the best when... u know it won't lead up to something else.pure and untainted, meaningful and true.
21.
Today I... made a new friend. and managed to catch up with all my friends: )
22.
Tomorrow I will... start doing some constructive work.
23.
I really want... to be big and famous one day, so i can buy me all em goodies baby!
now i'm done with random ramblings, i shall SLEEP. that thought sounds more comforting than whatever ive heard today. shudders. and tmrw is gym, french and vivo. in the words of yossie pang, VIVO ppower!:) hahahha, VIVO!