they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Thursday, October 12, 2006
sometimes i wonder if it's worth the time and effort to think and try to figure out if i can make anything better. sometimes i wonder if even if i told someone about the feelings that weigh me down, would it take it all away? it's funny to think that i can feel so easily bogged down by matters of the heart unknowingly and still try to make it on my own.
it's been an insane week of 226 and 224. but the madness hasn't ended and will not end till november the 1st, the last of my deadlines. a million and one things to do, but no motivation to begin. i'm trying to jumpstart my engine but it stalls all the time. and now it's thanks to the likes of ouran high school(the anime) and prison break and friends, of course.
i thank god that i have maryann and eunice in cs sometimes. because they are perhaps the only sane ones in school. everyone else is a hypocrite, with contrived smiles, condescending eyes, pseudo-americanised accents (like totally, like you know, like , like , like!) and superficiality that beeps at the outrageous zone. i wonder why do we bother to say hi, to smile at one another when we know it's a mutual feeling of dislikeness somewhat. the genuinely nice ppl are a rare breed and it only makes me lose faith in humanity minute by minute. and watching 'art school confidential' has only confirmed the fact that the human race deserves to be wiped out. god, how tragic. in any case, thank you maryann and eunice for being the nicest ppl i can find in cs, like honestly.
i cant wait for next sem to start, cos i only have to take 2 moduels from cs and my ges. AWESOME. im contemplating taking japanese, thanks to too much watching of ouran high. and ma, eu and i have decided to take this film appreciation module, exactly my kind of thing, plus it's non-examinable, so yay me! and im thinking of taking an art critque course, cos well i love art but i just never got a chance to learn about it. i pay good money to this damn school, so i better make the most out of my studies. and maybe a lit module. i love lit, i loveto read, and i love books (yes im a geek, sue me). thats the reason why i cant wait for next sem to start, no more horrible lecturers, no more technical shit to deal with, just pure love and interest for the fine arts and better:)
i shld get some sleep, falling sick from the haze and i only had 3 hours of sleep today. 224 presentation tomorrow, gonna talk about donald trump. do i near snores? i do.
need new laptop, mine sucks.will convince my parents to let me get a mac:) apart from all things unnecessary, im gonna order stuff from supre again:) rachie!!
mos tmrw, looking forward? a little. i mean alot.my feet craves some intensed movement. dance on tuesday was GREAT, but mj has stopped for the moment, till exams end. ugh, tragic. big fat tragedy.
okay, sleep beckons. nightynight.
and lenny, i love u no matter what. kiss. (see im so nice right!?)
it's been an insane week of 226 and 224. but the madness hasn't ended and will not end till november the 1st, the last of my deadlines. a million and one things to do, but no motivation to begin. i'm trying to jumpstart my engine but it stalls all the time. and now it's thanks to the likes of ouran high school(the anime) and prison break and friends, of course.
i thank god that i have maryann and eunice in cs sometimes. because they are perhaps the only sane ones in school. everyone else is a hypocrite, with contrived smiles, condescending eyes, pseudo-americanised accents (like totally, like you know, like , like , like!) and superficiality that beeps at the outrageous zone. i wonder why do we bother to say hi, to smile at one another when we know it's a mutual feeling of dislikeness somewhat. the genuinely nice ppl are a rare breed and it only makes me lose faith in humanity minute by minute. and watching 'art school confidential' has only confirmed the fact that the human race deserves to be wiped out. god, how tragic. in any case, thank you maryann and eunice for being the nicest ppl i can find in cs, like honestly.
i cant wait for next sem to start, cos i only have to take 2 moduels from cs and my ges. AWESOME. im contemplating taking japanese, thanks to too much watching of ouran high. and ma, eu and i have decided to take this film appreciation module, exactly my kind of thing, plus it's non-examinable, so yay me! and im thinking of taking an art critque course, cos well i love art but i just never got a chance to learn about it. i pay good money to this damn school, so i better make the most out of my studies. and maybe a lit module. i love lit, i loveto read, and i love books (yes im a geek, sue me). thats the reason why i cant wait for next sem to start, no more horrible lecturers, no more technical shit to deal with, just pure love and interest for the fine arts and better:)
i shld get some sleep, falling sick from the haze and i only had 3 hours of sleep today. 224 presentation tomorrow, gonna talk about donald trump. do i near snores? i do.
need new laptop, mine sucks.will convince my parents to let me get a mac:) apart from all things unnecessary, im gonna order stuff from supre again:) rachie!!
mos tmrw, looking forward? a little. i mean alot.my feet craves some intensed movement. dance on tuesday was GREAT, but mj has stopped for the moment, till exams end. ugh, tragic. big fat tragedy.
okay, sleep beckons. nightynight.
and lenny, i love u no matter what. kiss. (see im so nice right!?)
posted by jo # 12:19 AM 