they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

i feel like i am in a bubble, and i dont really know what it's like to be around people anymore. i've been reading books at breakneck speed, knocking back lattes and people watching. it's so nice to sit on my own without having the need to feel awkward silences, should i be accompanied by anybody. i have my own thoughts and it's fun to play around with them. and i tell myself, maybe being alone isnt so bad after all. wouldnt be so bad after all.

and that scares me alot.

loneliness really does become me.

zouk-ed on wednesday with spencer and his army buddies. mambo-ed for the first part of the night but i obviously didnt fit it despite ashley's attempts to teach me all the moves. he'll be the next mambo king, watch out people!:) so i trotted off to phuture with jan and her friend(i cant remember her name now, but she's from vj) and well it was fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun and did i say fun? sans grimy boys trying to grind us from our behinds. i mean HONESTLY.

(over loud banging full on hiphop)
jan: WOAH YOU'RE DAMN GOOD WITH THE SONGS AND THE LYRICS!
jo: YOU KNOW HOW YOU SEE PEOPLE IN MAMBO GOING ON ALL HIGH AND LIKE KNOW THE WORDS TO EVERY DAMN SONG? WELL, THIS IS MY MAMBO. (cue: big fat grin)
-p.s.: the caps are for the emphasis on how loud i was screaming, i was positively deaf by the end of the night-

haha.

books aside, i have been relying on reruns of the latest season of america's next top model and CSI. i am totally loving antm. this season's girls are all pretty hot and i LOVE caridee's personality, reminds me of brittany from season 5. i love love love love a.j but she's out. dammit! as u can see, i have too much time in my hands to be doing things like these. but what the hell, i get by.

anyway, there's an update on my boring life. off to antm. toodles.