they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Friday, January 26, 2007
i only want to be happy.
and i think i finally feel this way.
even if life is mundane, and insignificantly boring, i think i feel peace now. with myself. it's kind of like a zen-state i have never been able to truly feel cos there was something/someone taking all that away from me.
it could have been dance. it could have been the fact that i have a group of girls whom i love, and they share the same passion for dance, bitching and late nights and the f-word.:) dong ni, jeannie, liza and aisya i love youuuuuuuuuuuu!:) it's been so fun just being with them, stalked by crazy ppl and gossiping like nobody's business.
it could also have been the fact that i have fun in school now with maryann, eunice and deana. going for classes together and generally talking about everyting and anything. it feels wonderful.
it could be the fact that i am finally making good use of my opportunity to do the things i want to do in life and the fact that i now want to be an art curator. muahahah, dare to dream baby.
but it definitely is not the fact that i am being chased after but this malay dude who just cant get the idea that i am NOT BLOODY INTERESTED. why maalay? why? why why? why? my love life OFFICIALLY SUCKS
but..amongst everything else, i am thankful.
i had the most freaky encounter today after art class today. i ran into this bunch of korean people who sked me to do some survey. so i was feeling all generous cos very happy mah, art class so fun. anyway, the survey was just beyond ODD. it asked about questions on christianity, and then the lady talked to me about god the mother. and god the father. okay. hold your horses lady. i have heard of god the father, SON AND HOLY SPIRIT but never ever god the mother. and she was going on and on about how god is our father and we're his chidlren. okay that's right but then she started yapping on about us needing to have a mother figure as our 'GOD' which is totally wrong.
nvm..it was odd. okay im going back home! hurray
and i think i finally feel this way.
even if life is mundane, and insignificantly boring, i think i feel peace now. with myself. it's kind of like a zen-state i have never been able to truly feel cos there was something/someone taking all that away from me.
it could have been dance. it could have been the fact that i have a group of girls whom i love, and they share the same passion for dance, bitching and late nights and the f-word.:) dong ni, jeannie, liza and aisya i love youuuuuuuuuuuu!:) it's been so fun just being with them, stalked by crazy ppl and gossiping like nobody's business.
it could also have been the fact that i have fun in school now with maryann, eunice and deana. going for classes together and generally talking about everyting and anything. it feels wonderful.
it could be the fact that i am finally making good use of my opportunity to do the things i want to do in life and the fact that i now want to be an art curator. muahahah, dare to dream baby.
but it definitely is not the fact that i am being chased after but this malay dude who just cant get the idea that i am NOT BLOODY INTERESTED. why maalay? why? why why? why? my love life OFFICIALLY SUCKS
but..amongst everything else, i am thankful.
i had the most freaky encounter today after art class today. i ran into this bunch of korean people who sked me to do some survey. so i was feeling all generous cos very happy mah, art class so fun. anyway, the survey was just beyond ODD. it asked about questions on christianity, and then the lady talked to me about god the mother. and god the father. okay. hold your horses lady. i have heard of god the father, SON AND HOLY SPIRIT but never ever god the mother. and she was going on and on about how god is our father and we're his chidlren. okay that's right but then she started yapping on about us needing to have a mother figure as our 'GOD' which is totally wrong.
nvm..it was odd. okay im going back home! hurray
posted by jo # 3:19 PM 