they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Friday, February 16, 2007
it's been some time since i last updated. well, same ole' same ole'. valentines' day came and went, and it isnt any different this year. i spent it with my laptop, my art notes and prepared for my presentation. mind being alone? not exactly. sad isn't it.
oh well. dance has been both good and bad. i often wonder at times why do dancers always have to be something. like arrogant, bitchy, backstabbers and all the evils of the world? why can't we be nice and just get on with ourselves and not let it get to our heads such thoughts like 'hey i am a good dancer, and you suck.' ive been called arrogant together with the rest of us 6 girls. but it's funny. cos there isn't anything to validate those comments. 6 of us are witht he seniors most of the time, the so-called better dancers but we hadnt performed a single time. we've cried over it, and now it feels like pity.
i hate you. get away from me. thats all i have left to say to you.
i seriously need a fag.
and im getting a tattoo, YIPPEEEEEEE. so psyched. i am not chickening out this time. better go make my appointment soon.
i hate cny. hate having to sit around doing nothing. except try to make small talk with relatives i barely see. i painted my nails black. i deem it fitting in lieu of the occassion and my feeelings towards it.
i hate it when people give me that 'poor single you' looks. or when people tell me, im sure you dont want to spend v day alone. well i do, so what? does that make me inadequate? just because im single? im single and fabulous, exclamation point.
single and fucking fabulous, baby.
check out joe leong(i think his surname is 'leong') in this year's cleo 50 eligible bachelors! go him! he is sooooooooooo cute. YUM YUM YUM.:)
time to head back to the east side. woohoo. byeeeee
oh well. dance has been both good and bad. i often wonder at times why do dancers always have to be something. like arrogant, bitchy, backstabbers and all the evils of the world? why can't we be nice and just get on with ourselves and not let it get to our heads such thoughts like 'hey i am a good dancer, and you suck.' ive been called arrogant together with the rest of us 6 girls. but it's funny. cos there isn't anything to validate those comments. 6 of us are witht he seniors most of the time, the so-called better dancers but we hadnt performed a single time. we've cried over it, and now it feels like pity.
i hate you. get away from me. thats all i have left to say to you.
i seriously need a fag.
and im getting a tattoo, YIPPEEEEEEE. so psyched. i am not chickening out this time. better go make my appointment soon.
i hate cny. hate having to sit around doing nothing. except try to make small talk with relatives i barely see. i painted my nails black. i deem it fitting in lieu of the occassion and my feeelings towards it.
i hate it when people give me that 'poor single you' looks. or when people tell me, im sure you dont want to spend v day alone. well i do, so what? does that make me inadequate? just because im single? im single and fabulous, exclamation point.
single and fucking fabulous, baby.
check out joe leong(i think his surname is 'leong') in this year's cleo 50 eligible bachelors! go him! he is sooooooooooo cute. YUM YUM YUM.:)
time to head back to the east side. woohoo. byeeeee
posted by jo # 8:09 PM 