they will see us waving from suchgreatheights

suddenly, there seems to be so much to do, and there isnt enough time for them all.
projects to be completed, essays to be done, dance performances to do. i don't know why im still dancing even after competition, but i guess for all dance has done for me, i just have to throw myself back into the game, as sick as i am of it, of all the politics, the hate and the talking.
performing on the 7th of april at dxo, tickets are 18 sgd inclusive of one free drink. who wants to go? message me for tickets. there'll be a showcase of performances by jitterbugs, nus dance blast, nra and alot of other good dancers. so, yeah. (im not exactly putting my hopes up for people to come this time, but i still have to sell tickets for ntu mj)

gotta get through this, i have to.

time passes fast, before i know it, this semester is coming to a close. i feel like ive grown up more this semester, but yet, at the same time, i feel like ive lost a bit of myself, a bit darker, a bit less cheerful. i am now less flighty, more cynical. ive got so much angst now, it seems like it's part of me. it's no longer an emotion i need to let out, but just another emotion that goes through me every single day. and i think that is really sad. i keep myself these days, i am reclusive and i shut myself out from the people that i once felt was important to me. those disappointments they hurt so much, that now it is like another passing emotion that i am numb to.

edit: 6.42pm
just got back from class. been a long day, but gd02 seems to be shaping up really nice.

hopelessly addicted to deviantart.com at the moment. love art, love the fact that images, pictures can say so much.
that is all.