they will see us waving from suchgreatheights
Monday, May 07, 2007
im going to make myself sit in the lotus position every single fucking day and do the downward facing dog posture till i get it right. venky's my new inspiration and brenda:) yay for yoga. i am officially a yogaholic. been going for classes everyday the past few days, and it feels pretty god-damn amazing.
truth be told, i am not looking forward to dance. not at all. id rather do yoga everyday and be at ease with myelf, than to go for rehearsals only to feel like i am not wanted or needed. i just need a break. but duties beckon, and it's hard. cos a part of me feels so frustrated, yet i cant do anything about it. i hate to lead this double life. seems like that's all i ever do anymore.
i had plans during this summer, to do alot of yoga, stay healthy and be happy. but the plans are faltering. yoga's made me happy, but id have to give it up cos of dance rehearsals that are almost 4 times a week. i dont have time for my friends, for myself, for doing the things i want to do. if i had loved dance as much as i did, then mebbe it wont seem so bad. but right now, it does, and it does not look good at all. i am tired. even from just thinking about it.
oh in ohio is a stupid movie. seriously. i hate mischa barton. i really do. ive never liked her in the o.c. i prefered rachel bilson more, but poor her, had to live in the shadows of her tall lanky counterpart. oh in ohio is just proof of how mischa barton cant act at all. look at rachel bilson in the last kiss. i mean come on! ugh. oh in ohio SUCKS. u got that?
mebbe im just bitter.
ive been reading sarah dessen's the truth about forever. great book. u gotta read it for yourself to know it man.
my blog entry today is boring, but whatever, all the drama has past and it's time for me to revert back to ineffectuality. and be zen. yoga, oooommmpphhh. (chants)
music: the red jumpsuit apparatus- the acoustic song
truth be told, i am not looking forward to dance. not at all. id rather do yoga everyday and be at ease with myelf, than to go for rehearsals only to feel like i am not wanted or needed. i just need a break. but duties beckon, and it's hard. cos a part of me feels so frustrated, yet i cant do anything about it. i hate to lead this double life. seems like that's all i ever do anymore.
i had plans during this summer, to do alot of yoga, stay healthy and be happy. but the plans are faltering. yoga's made me happy, but id have to give it up cos of dance rehearsals that are almost 4 times a week. i dont have time for my friends, for myself, for doing the things i want to do. if i had loved dance as much as i did, then mebbe it wont seem so bad. but right now, it does, and it does not look good at all. i am tired. even from just thinking about it.
oh in ohio is a stupid movie. seriously. i hate mischa barton. i really do. ive never liked her in the o.c. i prefered rachel bilson more, but poor her, had to live in the shadows of her tall lanky counterpart. oh in ohio is just proof of how mischa barton cant act at all. look at rachel bilson in the last kiss. i mean come on! ugh. oh in ohio SUCKS. u got that?
mebbe im just bitter.
ive been reading sarah dessen's the truth about forever. great book. u gotta read it for yourself to know it man.
my blog entry today is boring, but whatever, all the drama has past and it's time for me to revert back to ineffectuality. and be zen. yoga, oooommmpphhh. (chants)
music: the red jumpsuit apparatus- the acoustic song
posted by jo # 11:22 PM 